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Dec. 15th, 2005

Twilight Love

Bye Bye Cruel World!

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-by: crazypickelarm


... You have read my past entries. Do I seem interesting enough? Then post a comment and I'll take a look to make sure we have stuff in common. Look forward to getting to know you. Bye!

Oct. 1st, 2005

Twilight Love

"... I wanna wake up in a city that doesnt sleep and find I'm king of the hill"

..Incase anyone is curious for the rest of the season:


If both Boston and Cleveland win ...
The Yankees would still own the AL East title, due to having a 10-9 edge in regular-season play with the Red Sox. And the Red Sox will be the Wild Card and play at Chicago on Tuesday.

If Boston wins and Cleveland loses ...
The Yankees are AL East champions (see above) and the Sox own the Wild Card and play at Chicago on Tuesday.

If Boston loses and Cleveland wins ...
The Yankees are AL East champs. The Red Sox host the Indians Monday in a one-game playoff for the Wild Card.

If Boston and Cleveland both lose ...
The ultimate clarity: The Yankees win the AL East and the Red Sox are the Wild Card and open at Chicago on Tuesday.


...im hoping the third one happens :o)

Sep. 27th, 2005

Twilight Love

(no subject)

"we have a satellite that can focus in on an ant taking a shit on a piece of cotton in a basement in queens, yet we cant focus in an a seven foot saudi dragging a dialysis machine."
~fontane, one of the many characters of whoopi goldberg.

Aug. 25th, 2004

Twilight Love

"... It's been too long and I'm lost without you, what am I gonna do? Said I been missin you"

Three years ago today. Aaliyah perished. Today has been difficult, but somehow I am managing to get through it. Been reppin her with my sweater like I always do this time of year. I can't believe she is really gone. I just cant get my head around it, even after all this time.

A local radio station is doing a tribute to her all day. I'm loving it. They just a fat mix of all her music. I miss her so much. May she forever rest in peace.

...Everyone please take a moment of silence at 6:45pm. I'd love you forever and always.

Aug. 9th, 2004

Twilight Love

"... We'll have Halloween on Christmas"

stolen from Cass aka italianctygrl


[5 things you are wearing]
1. Yankees sweatshirt
2. Black vans shoes
3. Blue/black pajama pants Kelley gave me
4. Black hair tie
5. Black thong!

[5 things you can see]
1. Ping Pong table
2. Computer
3. Empty Coke can
4. Scanner
5. Flashlight

[5 things you are doing right now]
1. Thinking
2. Listening to music
3. Petting Goldie
4. Wondering if I should call Kelley
5. Typing

[5 things you ate in the last 24 hours]
1. Waffles
2. Fries
3. BBQ Chicken
4. Rice
5. French Bread


[5 things you did so far today]
1. Ate breakfast
2. Checked my messages
3. Got dressed
4. Checked my mail
5. Gave the dogs food and water

[5 things you can hear right now]
1. "Just Like You" Three Days Grace
2. My fingers against the key board
3. The bustling of the trees from the wind
4. The tv
5. Blinds crashing against each other

[5 colors you can see]
1. Brown
2. Blue
3. Black
4. Creme
5. White

[5 thoughts in your head]
1. I gotta pick up my mom at 12:45
2. The Yankees rock
3. Can I marry Derek?!
4. What the fuck is wrong with Austin?
5. I want a boyfriend

[10 people that rock your socks]
1. Sarah
2. Scotty
3. Sevan
4. Kelley
5. Mom
6. George
7. Katie
8. Cass!!!
9. Austin
10. Taryn

[10 things you love the most about your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush]
1. His mysterious and sexy green eyes
2. His smile
3. His laugh
4. His voice
5. His determination
6. His poise
7. His cologne
8. The way he dresses
9. His intensity
10. Him

[10 things you would like to do in your lifetime]
1. Meet/marry Derek! :o)
2. Go into politics
3. Buy a house for my parents
4. Never have to worry about money
5. Have an apartment in New York
6. Make a demo tape
7. Go to a Yankees world series game
8. Become a sports agent
9. Be happy
10. Have people in my life that love me for me

[10 cds you're listening to at the moment]
1. A mix I made
2. Staind
3. Aaliyah
4. Now 16 (lol)
5. Incubus
6. Ashanti
7. Janet Jackson's "Damito Jo"
8. Mariah Carey
9. Marc Anthony
10. Staind (another one)

[10 objects in your room you love]
1. Derek Jeter Autograph
2. Picture of Aaliyah
3. Couch
4. Bed
5. My posters
6. My pics
7. Derek Jeter bobble head doll
8. My DVD/VCR player
9. My drawings/poetry
10. My comforter, goose down baby!

Aug. 7th, 2004

Twilight Love

"... You're already the voice inside my head, don't waste your time on me"

Had my first real day at work today. It was pretty cool, actually. I hit some snags, but I think I recooped really well. I learned how to open and am pretty sure I can get closing down when I do it. I have to work again tomorrow morning.Again opening shift. There is also a store meeting at 6, so that should be fairly interesting. Hopefully we meet our goals for the day in sales. That would be pretty nice.

Found some great new songs. I guess they aren't really new songs, but I like them. I included the lyrics behind the cut, so I don't rape your friends pages. Aren't I nice that way? ::pats self on back::

The Yankees won, which makes me happy :o) 10 games ahead of Boston. School starts next Monday and I have no books. Mom has been stalling on giving me money for them. I need them before school starts. I can't afford it. I just got a job and I have to make up for some bills. So, I really need the money. We'll see. Sometimes I just want to drop out. I was told I would get financial backing 100% if I decided to go to college. I'm going, got the best scholarship available through the JC, and have paid for everything up to this point. Last year we "didnt have" the money for my books. Well, COME UP WITH IT. You have known for how long that I was going to college?! It's pretty sad when you are seriously thinking about taking out a loan, to attend a JUNIOR college.

...bah, end of rant. my life could be worse, it's just frustrating is all. nighty night my loves!

[Unknown LJ tag]

I Miss You
Blink 182

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]



Dare You To Move
Switch Foot

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next

[Chorus]
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

[Chorus]

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before


Just Like You
Three Days Grace

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you


And now some cuties for you...


Justin Hartley, star of Passions


Galen Gering, star of Passions


Marc Anthony. I dont know, but for some reason I think he is just sexy. I think it's his voice.


Joshua Jackson... beautious! :o)

Jul. 11th, 2004

Twilight Love

".. But I know I'll do the right thing, if the right thing isn't fear, cause it's always raining"

Back from Tahoe. It was.. an experience to say the least. I had a great time, but there was some drama with Taryn and her family.
We got there Monday afternoon and just relaxed and unpacked. The house was pretty big and Taryn, Aram, Austin and I all picked our bedroom and relaxed a bit. On Tuesday, we went rafting down the Truckee River and I ate MAD shit by falling out of the raft and into big ol rocks. My knee has quite the beauty mark on it, it's pretty bad. After the truckee river, we came home and got shitty and had a gay ol time.
On Wednesday, we went to Virginia City while Aram and Oz rode Quads at Taryn's grandpa's house. I rode them for a little bit, but I was getting nervous, so I got off, lol. Virginia City was cute. Small little western town that seems so cut off from the 21st century. I bought a Yankees trinket (of course) and then we went to this buffet at one of the casino's and I had this mini little pudding pie, it was sooo cute!
Wednesday night there was drama, but I'm not even going to get into it, cause it didnt really upset my vacation all that much. On thursday, we rented a boat and did tubing and wake boarding which was a lot of fun. There was more drama on Thursday, but I wasnt there to witness it, thank god! :o) And friday we came home.
Yesturday I went to Lake Berryessa, which was really fun. And thats my update! Ta ta!

Jun. 21st, 2004

Twilight Love

"... It's just one of them days, that a girl goes through, when I'm angry inside"

I realized that in all my posting, I never posted a picture of me. How strange! So, here you go.



Thats my friend, Dawn, Me in the middle and my friend Megan on the right. It was taken during one of our last sessions of Drama my senior year of high school. So the photo is about a year old, but I haven't changed too much. I think carrie took that pic, so thanks carrie!!! :o)


I joined a gym today. Gold's to be exact. Last week I got something in the mail where it was only 9 bucks to join, but I put it off because I just wasnt motivated. And then today my mom got something in the mail where I only pay 15 bucks a month for a year and a half. No start up charges. No hidden catches. I figured it was a sign of some sort. In the past month, 3 of my friends have joined gyms, and I have recieved 2-3 offers from Gyms. I guess I just got inspired by a certain someone to get into it. I am just hoping I can keep it up and do what I need to do. I just feel tired all the time which is ridiculous because I never do anything.. So I want to lose weight and regain my stamina. I will worry about strength later because I am pretty strong as it is. So, I have a 10:30 appointment with my trainer on Wednesday morning. The stuff I get with this membership is amazing. Free HELLA stuff. Classes, KICK BOXING!, yoga, everything. I dont know, I just hope I can keep it up. And I am hoping that with my membership, I cant bring people with me and people can bring me with them because I need motivation. We'll see. I can only try and keep at it.

And then today I hung out with Sarah. It was good. We went to the mall and I bought some thongs cause I was running low (i like to have like 30 pairs of underwear, its sickening.) We also went to freshchoice cause she was starving. I must say I love that place. It's pretty damn good. After we went to the mall, we went to look at cars. I saw this mitsubishi with tiptronic that just blew me away. I definitely fell in love with the car, but my celica is number one. They had a used one, but it was white and an automatic. I really am shooting for a manual. I might hate myself for getting one, but I really want to learn how to drive one and become good at it. I'm a dork, what can I say?!

So thats all my loves. I hope you are all enjoying your summer!

May. 20th, 2004

Twilight Love

"... You went and saved the best for last"

SCHOOL IS OUT FOR THE SUMMER!




As of 12:25 today, I officially completed my first whole year as a college student and I must say~ I am GLAD it is over. Sunday night I felt the oncomings of a nasty little virus that just took over my entire body on Monday and most of Tuesday. I slept a lot, cried a lot, and whined like a baby, but finally started to make a recovery yesturday. Today, I pretty much healthy except for a stuffy nose!

And despite having a disgusting bug, I passed my math class with a B! Thats right baby! Going in I didnt know how I was going to do and was very nervous taking a math class, but I passed it. I think a lot of it has to do with the teacher. Jeff just had a way of explaining things to me to where it just clicked. Plus, he gives you like 2000 examples until you do get it, which is terrific. If I can, I am going to take him for the rest of my math courses until I transfer. I also passed my other difficult class, Anthropology. Bah! A scary situation let me tell you. He said that because I showed up to every class, took every exam and tried so hard to understand everything, that no matter how I did on the final, he would give me a credit! Yay me! And of course I am sure I am going to do okay in Counseling and Speech. Now I must focus on figuring out my schedule for next semester. I really wish I could take a semester off of working, because I could take a lot more units and get done a lot faster without major stress, but I guess we all have to do what we gotta do. I also recieved a 1400 dollar scholarship, so that should help financially.

Besides that, I have no news. I am sorry. My life is pretty boring, but I like it that way. :o) So here is to the beginning of summer~ YAY BABY!

May. 12th, 2004

Twilight Love

".. I just want you to know, I found a reason for me, to change who I used to be"

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